TRUE FRIENDS IN TIMES OF TROUBLE : Where are they?

In this wide wicked world, we are sorrounded by a lot of different types of people. As said in the book i have read  People Need People. I am a friendly type of person, i care more to those who needs me, I symphatize and extend extra care to them. I have this strong sense of personality when it comes to  treating friends. this past few days, i had been  into trouble. I almost kill my self for i thought i have no way out from the mess.  I was looking for  friends whom i could lean on. I was hesistant to call for someone because people expects a lot from me.

They thought  that i am strong enough  in terms of dealing with it eventually i am  not. Di ba if the person is close to you na, you will bve able to read his mind and even his spirit, lalo na pag you have been together for almost a year. However I was wrong, i was certainly wrong. i thought i could lean on them , i thought i could share also my  pangs of life, my tribulations.  Now i realized that it is so  hard to find a real one where you think you could be true friends of. I realize na hindi pala lahat ng tao na nasa paligid mo ay totoo, they are just nothing but a pretentious one. How could they?... Anyway as said life must go on. Now I have learn. True friends are hard to Find.