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THE   VALUE OF   FRIENDSHIP : Fren, Bro, Mygs, Best, Preng, all these have been our endearment to the special person in our life, our friend. In times of trouble , in times of sickness, in   times of confusion in times of bitterness a true friend would always there for you, carry you at all times when these   things are present. As said, no man is an island, I agree. Before, I thought to myself that I can live with my own, no friends and no person to lean on, yet I found myself unhappy. I feel like a very expensive empty ship   floating in the sea yet no port for docking to let the people see how expensive the ship is. Then perhaps God has letting me realize that it was not good, I mean the sense of being so self centered when   I a met a person who happened to be my genuine friend. He was a kind of person that you could trust all your life, saving you every time you are not feeling good, emotionally distorted and disturbed. Sad to say that it only...

Two weeks ago, my life was so miserable. I had  experienced a huge problem and just keep it to myself for i thought i could solve it.  I don't know why i felt so sad and seemed empty. I wanted to cry but i was afraid i might be caught by my two sisters. I've known to them as a strong brother and could not be easily surrendered when trials come. I wanted to talk to someone but then no one is available whom i could share with. i was so lonely and abandoned.  Few days later, mama came to visit us and also she had business to settle with. At first i do not want to show to her that i was in trouble. Yet, mothers could sense us if we are okay or not but then she was passive for she thought that it was just okay. Then another day, my mind was not in could frame still. I almost forgot my daily routine, office and work and office and teach and office and office that's me. However those days were not that good. Then, i couldn't take the challenge anymore I gave off, i cri...

In this wide wicked world, we are sorrounded by a lot of different types of people. As said in the book i have read  People Need People. I am a friendly type of person, i care more to those who needs me, I symphatize and extend extra care to them. I have this strong sense of personality when it comes to  treating friends. this past few days, i had been  into trouble. I almost kill my self for i thought i have no way out from the mess.  I was looking for  friends whom i could lean on. I was hesistant to call for someone because people expects a lot from me. They thought  that i am strong enough  in terms of dealing with it eventually i am  not. Di ba if the person is close to you na, you will bve able to read his mind and even his spirit, lalo na pag you have been together for almost a year. However I was wrong, i was certainly wrong. i thought i could lean on them , i thought i could share also my  pangs of life, my tribulations.  Now i...