DEAR SWEETHEART

A Valentine Letter 

 Dearest Sweetheart, 

I just want to say I Love You and thank you for the gift of love. My heart  is filled with joy and laughter when i met  you. you become the meaning of my life.  Every time you touch me my world shines. Every time  you hug me my worries  vanish and  full of hope and strength.  i just want to say   thank you also for all  the goodness you have in m, for the understanding. I promise that you will always be cherished when I'm  gone. You are the only one in my heart and my soul. This past few  days are seemed cloudy for us. I am sorry for not sending you messages or even calling you. I am in the  verge of confusions my dear. Remember the last time we had a date,  when i stood up and went to somewhere and I pretended that my boss called me up, it wasn't true at all. I was in a deep pain. 

I am sorry  I couldn't tell you  my condition  personally for i don't want to see you wonderful face in trouble ,  I don't want to see you cry and sob. My dear sweet heart  i will be leaving. I have only a month left to stay in this wonderful world , our world. I am ill. My days are counted  till February , I am so sorry for not telling you all this tribulations I  have. I wish i could stop the clock when i am with you, I wish I could ask God to spare  my time even just  for this month, I wanted to see you happy when you open my gift, I wanted to see your angel face just for this heart day but everything is just a  broken dream. You are always  be in my heart, I love you darling. You are my cheerer every time I feel hopeless.  Sometimes I wanted to quit and stop , but you are always there in my side helping me to go further. Darling, every time you hold my hand I feel like no pain, I don't want to go but I have to. don't worry when I may be far away from you but i will always be there like a wind. I will ask God to find a real man you deserve.  Take care of yourself, I will be with you forever. Good bye .. I love you .and .happy hearts day.

Love ,